Something’s wrong

Sometimes I get lost in a maze of my thoughts that I forget who I really am. As horrible as it may sound, no one can save us, we have to save ourselves. We have to dig deep down inside and find that little strength and courage to keep us going. It’s just a spark, but it is enough to keep us going. It’s hard when you have to go through something all alone. When the problem are the voices in your head, those voices you have no control over.Those voices that tell you’re worthless, you’re not good enough, you’re too fat, you’re too skinny, you’re not smart enough, you will never be good enough, your friends secretly hate you, those voices that are constantly reminding your that you’re a disappointment to your family. But for some reason, you have to be the one to fight that monster all by yourself. The raging monster inside of you. You have to be the one to fight it. how can I?

Depression is like cancer, in the sense that it spreads through your veins, and into your bloodstream. Taking over your body. You become a slave to your own mind. Every single thought isn’t your own. You scream into the night as the voices fill your head with lies, whispering fibs. Screaming that EVERYSINGLETHING is wrong with you!

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